Lets be honest, for weeks I have spent a lot of time reflecting on my own life and kept asking the same questions. Why am I still in this position, why do I feel so hopeless, what the hell and I going to do with my life?
And I didnt realize until recently that I wasnt believing in myself and I wasnt pushing myself hard enough to reach my goals.
And now I threw myself out there, I applied for this program, spilled my guts in the interviews and through my essays and I am nervous, but if I get accepted it will definitely change my life for the better. And I also applied to be an artist for RAW presents Marvel, got accepted and now I get to express who I am for photography. I have no idea if or how im going to pull this off but I am going to find a way.
The little person inside of me thats been hurt and misunderstood for so many years is a little bit happier today.
I usually don’t like getting into personal things but im saying this because. If you are holding yourself back from your true potential then I want you to do me a favor and let go….it will be ok.